秘密花園

Lost

A. (lose的過去式和過去分詞) B. a. (形容詞 adjective): 弄丟的,遺失的; 迷途的; 逝去的;喪失的; 錯過的;浪費掉的;輸掉的; 滅亡的;被破壞的;死的; 未注意的;漠視的[F][(+to)]; 無影響力的[F][(+on/upon)]

I lost my one of my earrings.
It was a pair of beautiful golden butterfly.
I don't know when was it got lost,
'cause it was on my ear all the time.
I didn't aware the lost till last night.
I was shocked and sad about the lost.
And then, I realized.
I wasn't just unhappy about the value of the lost earring,
though it's a golden one.
The meaning is more than the real cost.
The meaning is more than a gift of my passed love.
It also means my youth...
How pathetic it is to lose my youth without any consciousness?
I'm sad about my lost youth.
And I know it is like the lost butterfly earring,
which is impossible to find it back.
Now there is only one butterfly on my ear.
Maybe I should keep it in the lockbox incase another lost.
However, I know my youth will lost eventually,
even I try to lock it up.